Here i am again - this is familiar territory.
The longing feeling for someone who is not there.
The attempt of relations at a distance.
It's different this time.
It's the same.

The distance is not physical - it is perceived.
The hurdles are real - the timing is the same.

Three months.
That's a hell of a long time for the heart.

Last time i waited...
Last time i held on...
Last time after all that time...
I was crushed and i was lost.

Then cursed... til this day...
When history repeats itself...
And i have to say...
"I have the patience
to wait
I have the strength
to not give up
I have the will
to keep at it
I have the instinct
to know that this time...
it's different"

Last time was a test
This time its for keeps
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